It's someone else's turn...

These last 7 months have been the hardest months of my life. It seems that as soon as things start to look up for me that I get kicked right back down. So not only have I been dealing with the CIDP and all of the things that go along with it, but two weeks ago I got a kidney stone, yes two weeks ago. If you have ever had one you know how painful they are. Those little tiny boogers can bring you to your knees in pain. I don't wish this kind of pain on anyone. At my 3rd ER visit (I don't do emergency rooms so this tells you how bad it was) they finally decided to remove the stone. So I stayed in the hospital last night and had surgery to remove it. The dr placed a stent and I will have it removed in 4 days. If you've ever had a stent you know that it now feels like I am peeing razor blades all day. It's a terrible feeling. 

So just another thing to add to the list of medical issues since January. When doctors ask me my medical history I actually get a little embarrased because it's so crazy it seems made up. When you really hear out loud what has been going on its hard to believe. The ER doctor yesterday listened to all that I've endured these last 7 months. His response was "you know you should act like a real ass but your actually pretty pleasant to be around." I took that as a compliment and of course Rory was out of the room and didn't get to hear that. I know there are days when he would disagree. There are days when I am very hard to be around. Days when it's hard to be pleasant. Days where I just want to lay in bed and sleep so I don't have to deal with anything. Rory has been great through all of this. I couldn't do it without him. We've had our share of hardships in 2014. The amount of doctors I've seen this summer and the amount of drugs I'm on is ridiculous. Enough is enough. It's someone else's turn. We need a break.